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I Pray...


God please help me, this is what I wish.
I wish to be able to let go of this man that is so selfish.
I don't want to feel this way, the pain is just too much.
I want to live a better life for my boys, myself, I need this very much.
Before I could walk away knowing it was for the best.
I feel like he has some type of evil hold on me, my heart and brain have no rest.
I would give anything, well as much as I possibly could, to leave him and feel no regret, I know for my sanity I should.
So why is it so hard to just let him go?
Why can't I be strong, like I have always been before?
I really think I need help, I can't do this alone.
I look around but no one can help, I am left to deal solo.
I know he doesn't love me, the way I need to be loved.
I know he isn't capable of it, this I have been showed.
He wasn't raised to be concerned, his fears eat him alive.
So why can't I leave this man who is eventually gonna make me die?
I don't want to hurt, worry and be sick.
I don't want to waste another moment on a selfish, childish prick.
I have to ween myself or not only will my heart break but also my world, my boys and brother are at stake.
I pray you give me strength to leave without a care.
I pray you give me your guidance, I need you to be there.
I pray for your wisdom, to make better decisions for myself.
I pray for your help because you know what's best.
Please guide me, bless me and shower me with your love.
As I look to the heavens, my heart will rise above, all this ugliness I have allowed in my [sign in to see URL] pray and I love [sign in to see URL] HELP ME SURVIVE!


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Exactly how I [sign in to see URL] for a minute you were my twin. I prayed last night through [sign in to see URL] God, set me free from this pain.I do not want to care for him. I think God is testing us, to see if we will "Let [sign in to see URL] GOD" The truth will set us free.
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Beautiful and truthful emoticon

Turn pain into wisdom
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MY HEART ACHES FOR YOU!!! I AM PRAYING WITH YOU. ITS A LONG HARD ROAD BUT TIME WILL HEAL YOUR SOUL!!! BLESSINGS TO YOU !!
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To stay with an abuser is to enable his sin. Prayers to you

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