I CAN LOOK FORWARD https://bnarcissisticabuserecovery.runboard.com/t189 Runboard| I CAN LOOK FORWARD en-us Thu, 28 Mar 2024 20:36:20 +0000 Thu, 28 Mar 2024 20:36:20 +0000 https://www.runboard.com/ rssfeeds_managingeditor@runboard.com (Runboard.com RSS feeds managing editor) rssfeeds_webmaster@runboard.com (Runboard.com RSS feeds webmaster) akBBS 60 Re: I CAN LOOK FORWARDhttps://bnarcissisticabuserecovery.runboard.com/p501,from=rss#post501https://bnarcissisticabuserecovery.runboard.com/p501,from=rss#post501Thanks so much..... nondisclosed_email@example.com (Amora52)Sat, 08 Nov 2008 01:02:27 +0000 Re: I CAN LOOK FORWARDhttps://bnarcissisticabuserecovery.runboard.com/p495,from=rss#post495https://bnarcissisticabuserecovery.runboard.com/p495,from=rss#post495(((Amora))) That's beautiful. Thank you so much for posting it. Lynnnondisclosed_email@example.com (LynnS)Fri, 07 Nov 2008 22:57:14 +0000 I CAN LOOK FORWARDhttps://bnarcissisticabuserecovery.runboard.com/p481,from=rss#post481https://bnarcissisticabuserecovery.runboard.com/p481,from=rss#post481I look back and see the stain of tears left, because of pain I can hear the words, oh so mean that others don't fathom, nor can be seen I can feel the confusion, the endless hurt and the ugly feeling when he would flirt All the while, trying to be strong Wondering, OMG, what is wrong??? Is it me....or is it him??? Constant tears on my eyes rim I knew, I knew it couldn't be me But, what could I do to make him see That his deep horrible internal self hate Was ruining our family, he created our fate And, even though I was really deceived I'm getting thru, and feel very relieved That I can look forward, to being free to much happiness, and being the real ME!!!! nondisclosed_email@example.com (Amora52)Fri, 07 Nov 2008 21:43:01 +0000