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Journeys end


I look on the world anew
through new born eyes
although my heart is old
and still stained with sadness
I am alive
the feeling seeps into every cavity
warmth
and loving light
I look back
on journey past
journeys end
I see with clarity
that I can close a chapter
I have come a million miles
in one step
further and further away from abuse
I am safe
I feel my soul burn deep inside me
I AM ALIVE
Nov/8/2008, 7:55 pm Link to this post  
 
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You have come a million miles in that step away, Kyra. The poem is truly lovely. You bring so much love and light to our forums. I'm glad you're here.

Hugs,
Lynn

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Hi Kyra, I love your beautiful poem, It feels like a closure poem.
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Lynn- thank you emoticon xxxxxxx
That's really lovely.
I am in a very different place these days. I have moved forward into acceptance, and I have been doing alot of work on my self-esteem. I feel alot better within myself.
I really love being here. Although I feel absolutely nothing for the n/p now, not even anger- I don't see myself leaving. This place has a big part of my heart, I am forever in your debt for giving me such massive insight into NPD and for giving us NC. You have no idea how much you have aided in helping me to move on from this. I am a very different person these days. Because of all of you. You are all fantastic, brave, strong people.
Lynn-I especially thank you, your wisdom and kindness has given me alot of strength, and you have given me some great tools that have given me insights into myself. I have taken your advice on board, and I really do try and live by what you have helped me to realise.
THANK YOU XXXXXXXXXXXXX

Evoloved- thank you, I am really glad you liked it! I would like to think it is a closure poem.

(((HUGS)))
Love kyra xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx =D
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Aw, Kyra, you don't know what your post means to me. You are part of all of our hearts,too.

You are really an amazing person. I know you've had such a hard road in your life and yet you never lose your light.

Smiling big time.

Lynn =D

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Thank you so much Lynn xxxxxxx
This site has been part of my healing, but I do also feel like you have all become part of me- my heart and mind are with all of you.
I have seen people leave this place, and while it is so good to see them venture away and begin their new lives, this place is not just a sanctuary, it's a strong hold. It's a place of great bravery- and it's a place of empowerment and knowledge.
Even though the topic is extreme- this place is an incredibly positive, wonderful place. It is full of survivors.
I am very, incredibly priveleged and happy to be a part of that.
Love you all.
Love Kyra xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx emoticon
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