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The Ghost in the Mirror


You’ve dated some strippers

And fucked a few whores

Though I knew it would kill me

I bowed on all fours


To satisfy and please you

Was my greatest cause

For you wanted perfection

Adulation, applause

Your mask was convincing

Your love seemed so real

But was only a shadow

Of what you can’t feel


A reflection of beauty

Shown in your eyes

But you are so ugly

You need that disguise


Like a slab of white marble

You chip and you shape

The souls of your lovers

You torture and rape


Our pain gives you pleasure

Our death gives you joy

An addict without cash

"Love" is your ploy


Score your next quick fix

The mask dons once more

Prey hopeful, unguarded

You’re sure you will score


Unsuspecting and open

She offers her heart

You fill it with poison

Then rip it apart


Her remains are discarded

You hunt your next prey

Son, friend or ex lover

Will suffice for today


No one of us better

No one of us worse

We are all merely objects

Fallen victims, your curse


In your wake is destruction

Lives tattered and torn

Each the same as the next one

For them never mourn


The lost child inside you

That screams all alone

Is worthy of pity

But is now too far gone


In place an illusion

So inviting so warm

Alive and exciting

Alluring with charm


Your mask is so brilliant

Technicolor so bold

Surface beauty, so stunning

But beneath it, so cold


Mirror, mirror please tell me

My essence is real

Though my reflection was pillaged

My soul will soon heal


The world once so splendid

Seems bitter and cruel

What I wanted was real love

What I found was a ghoul


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Re: The Ghost in the Mirror


A Psychopath may get plesure out off pain. But you unlike the Psychopath can turn pain into beauty. The Psychopath however never learnt how, thats why they are as they are. Ugly and complettly inhuman. Dose that make any sense?

Sounds like you went through alot off abuse by the sounds off what you wrote. I do hope you heal. We all hope we heal.
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