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My puppeteer


So many times I danced so beautifully for you
my heart in every movement
you where always watching
your soul greedy for more
never satisfied until I crumbled
exhaustion my final outcome
the price I paid for loving you
was my sanity, my heart, my soul
You took all i was
and chained every escape route
leaving me chained only to you
the eyes that once glistened
only caught light while brimmed with tears
and the tongue that once flowed with words
was now silenced, muted
the lips so full, smiling
where now fat and bloody
how could you steal the beauty that was
why would you break what loved
a heart so delecate and frail
giving you the love others dream about
yet unable to feel, you knew not what you did
you only knew that pain was your drug
your aphrodeziac, the sickness that envelopes
and I was left to burn as you laughed
the fires scorched my wings
and left me flightless
I could not escape the flames that pained
but you also burnt my strings
and freed me from your grasp
no longer in your clutches I rose
Like a pheonix out of the ash
And I sought my pedestal
and to it I flew
now i stare down upon you my puppeteer
and you stare at my new found beauty
the one you cannot touch
like a thorn in your side
i am the rose that will forever prick you
for I am the withered that died in your hands
but the beauty once released
so gaze at me from a far
knowing your power is no more
i am free
stronger than you could hope to be
for I know how to love
and i will one day find what you cannot
happiness and satisfaction
so to you my puppeteer I bid good bye
as I let go of the past
and take to the sky
Nov/19/2008, 4:44 pm Link to this post  
 
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Stunning. You are very gifted. Thank you for posting.
Nov/20/2008, 6:39 pm Link to this post  
 
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This is it!!!!!!! Thanks so much for sharing.
Jan/9/2009, 10:46 am Link to this post  
 
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You said all the poetry that was in me too, firess. From helplessness to profound strength.

It's a kind of catharsis, to write feelings such as this in poetic form. I wrote so many when my N love deserted [sign in to see URL] to be consumed into chaotic nothingness.

Thank you
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Wow. Thank you. Laura
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