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I had to change this one a little bit, because this song is about a little "girl" but it describes my XNs behaviour so perfectly.... and if he knew about this song he'd say that it's about me.. - that only proves me right. You know what I mean?



Trading Yesterday - Just a little boy

You never cared to hear the other side
So why would you care to keep this thing alive?
You paint me into the memory of all your pain
But I will not be drawn into the past again

Cause all of this is all that I can take
And you could never understand the demons that I face
So go ahead and bat your eyes and lie right to the world
For with everything you are, you're just a little boy

I never meant for you to feel this way
But Decembers were never meant to be our graves
It's not a question of who is wrong and what is right
But time can not heal what you will never recognize

Cause all of this is all that I can take
And you could never understand the demons that I face
So go ahead and bat your eyes and lie right to the world
For with everything you are, you're just a little boy

So go ahead and cry, go ahead believe that you were right
To keep away the dark
To help you sleep at night

Go on and decide
Who is wrong, what is right....


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He never cared to hear my side... he told me I was so cruel and treated him so badly, but he never wanted to end the r/s... the demons I faced were the ones he showed off... No, time can not heal, what he will never recognize.....


- sorry for my bad English -

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Wow, that's a good one Shella.

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Thank you emoticon
when it first hit my ear, I knew it was about him.. but I had no idea this behaviour had anything to do with his NPD.... This board saves lifes!

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"I'm bulletproof, nothing to loose... fire away, fire away... you shoot me down, but I won't fall, I am titanium..."
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Skillet-It's not me it's you

Alanis Morsette-Strait jacket

Taylor Swift-Mean

Taylor Swift-Cold as you

Kina-Girl from the gutter

Adele-Rolling in the deep

Beyonce-Best thing I never had

Stone Sour-Hesitate

Papa Roach-Burn

Keith Urban-Stupid boy

Martina McBride-A broken wing

Three Days Grace-Just like you

Madonna-Take a bow

Christina Aguilera-Fighter

Christina Perri-Jar of hearts

Sara Evans-A little bit stronger

Carrie Underwood-Waisted

Carrie Underwood-Undo it

Kelly Clarkson-Never again

Bush-Cold Contagious

Eminem, Lil Wayne-No love

Sara Bareilles-King of anything

Rhianna-Take a bow

Just to name a few...
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of course the original is Hurt by Johnny Cash


You've hurt yourself today, to see if you still feel
You focused on the pain, the only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole, the old familiar sting
You try to kill it all away, but you remember everything

What have you become, my sweetest friend?
Everyone you know goes away in the end
And we could have it all, your empire of dirt
You will let us down - you will make us hurt

You wear this crown of thorns upon your liar's chair
full of broken thoughts, you cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time, the feelings disappear
I am someone else - you are still right there

What have you become, my sweetest friend?
Everyone you know, goes away in the end
And I could've had it all, your empire of dirt
You will let me down - you will make me hurt

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Guess who was just a BASKET CASE ??!!! emoticon

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when this came on the radio, I told him "this is YOUR song!!!!"

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Besides being an incredibly beautiful song, if you think of the lyrics metaphorically as you finally fighting back and holding all of the power to end the abuse of your N/P...



Your hands upon
A dead man's gun and you're
Looking down the sights
Your heart is worn,
And the seams are torn
And they've given you reason to fight

And you're not gonna take what they've got to give
And you not gonna let them take your will to live
Because they've taken enough and you've given them all you can give
And luck won't save them tonight
They've given you reason to fight

And all the storms you've been chasing
About to rain down tonight
And of the pain you've been facing
About to come into the light

Your hands upon
A dead man's gun and you're looking down the sights
Your heart is worn,
And the seams are torn
And they've given you reason to fight.

And you're not gonna take what they've got to give
And you not gonna let them take your will to live
Because they've taken enough and you've given them all you can give
And luck won't save them tonight
They've given you reason to fight

And all the storms you've been chasing
About to rain down tonight
And of the pain you've been facing
About to come into the light
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KELLY CLARKSON--- "WHAT DOESN'T KILL YOU MAKES YOU STRONGER"
AND "SO WHAT"
PAULA ABDULS- COLD HEARTED SNAKE!!!!

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"I Will Survive" by Gloria Gaynor

At first I was afraid I was petrified.
Kept thinking I could never live without you by my side.
But then I spent so many nights
Thinking how you did me wrong.
And I grew strong!
And I learned how to get along!
So now you're back from out of space.
I just walked in to find you here with that sad look upon your face.

I should have changed that stupid lock!
I should have made you leave your key!
If I had known for just one second you'd be back to bother me.

Go on now, go, walk out that door!
Just turn around now‚
cause you're not welcome any more.
Weren't you the one who tried to hurt (crush) me with goodbye?

Did I crumble
Did I lay down and die
Oh no, not I! I will survive!
Oh and as long as I know how to love I know I stay alive.
I've got all my life to live, I've got all my love to give.
And I'll survive!
I will survive! Hey, hey.

It took all the strength I had not to fall apart.
Kept tryin' hard to mend the pieces of my broken heart!
And I spent oh so many nights
just feeling sorry for myself. I used to cry!
But now I hold my head up high.
And you see me somebody new!
I'm not that chained-up little person still in love with you.

And so you feel like droppin' in,
and just expect me to be free,
now I'm saving all my loving for someone who is loving me!

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We teach people
*HOW TO TREAT US*
by what we ALLOW,
what we STOP,
and what we REINFORCE.

.................and always................
>>>> GO WITH YOUR GUT!<<<<
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